Wednesday, September 27, 2006

...reading blogs...

...but not generally writing my own. I've always felt it a little presumptuous, of course people want to hear what I have to say, as I am oh so very important. My pride doesn't need that, not at all!

I've been challenged over the summer to be more vulnerable though. I've been given a glimpse of how deceitful I am, portraying an image of myself to others, even convincing myself at times. So this is an attempt at being real.

I'm no writer, I'm so aware that I don't want this web banter to take away from my journalling time with God. But I need to communicate, I need to open myself up, to let people get closer, to let God in more fully, yep, even when it hurts.